Addiction?

Is it ruining any other aspects of your life? No. It's helping you to relax and enjoy life. Those boxes might have been expensive but imagine if you bought all of them as individual single cigars. Besides, she may get mad but just remind her of how pissed she'd be if you lied to her about it...lmao

At a certain point in life you'll gift them and give someone else some joy and you'll smoke them yourself.