Just got screwed again...

Neuromancer · 01-05-2010, 11:37 PM

Ya know, normally I don't air this kind of stuff, but with the events of the last two years, Marie's illness and recovery and my illnesses, getting hit like this two years in a row is really getting to me...it's like if I don't tell something to someone my heads gonna explode...this is really getting to me...I didn't expect that when I finally reached my 60's my life would go to hell in a handbasket...thought I had everything pretty well covered and to loose so much because of outside forces really sucks...I just don't know which way to turn to try and get things unstuck...Marie and I were going to get married this year but now that's out (been living together for nine years)...and now I hafta worry what's gonna happen twelve months from now if there's not been a major recovery...how the hell do you start over again at age 63?

Savor the Stick · 01-06-2010, 01:06 AM

I'll be praying for you Marc that you will get guidance from the Lord.

Neuromancer · 01-06-2010, 04:51 AM

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Originally Posted by Savor the Stick

I'll be praying for you Marc that you will get guidance from the Lord.

I think I'm past that point...been up all night trying to figure out what I'm loosing this year and it's 3/4 of my income again...gonna be a real tight year around here...I mean I have some income and Marie's working but we really take a shot in the butt when I loose as much as I did this year and last too...it seems like the only god that pays any attention to me is the god of irony, as he sticks another needle in to see which way I'll jump...not much faith here on this end anymore...not how I thought my 60's would turn out...

longknocker · 01-06-2010, 05:00 AM

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Originally Posted by Neuromancer

I think I'm past that point...been up all night trying to figure out what I'm loosing this year and it's 3/4 of my income again...gonna be a real tight year around here...I mean I have some income and Marie's working but we really take a shot in the butt when I loose as much as I did this year and last too...it seems like the only god that pays any attention to me is the god of irony, as he sticks another needle in to see which way I'll jump...not much faith here on this end anymore...not how I thought my 60's would turn out...

Don't Give Up Hope, Brother. God Is Able, My Friend! Prayers Sent! We Are Always Here For You!

01-05-2010, 11:37 PM	#1
Neuromancer Will work for Boli GM's Join Date: Oct 2008 First Name: Marc Location: Lost in translation...near Newnan, GA Posts: 1,417 Trading: (23)	Re: Just got screwed again... Ya know, normally I don't air this kind of stuff, but with the events of the last two years, Marie's illness and recovery and my illnesses, getting hit like this two years in a row is really getting to me...it's like if I don't tell something to someone my heads gonna explode...this is really getting to me...I didn't expect that when I finally reached my 60's my life would go to hell in a handbasket...thought I had everything pretty well covered and to loose so much because of outside forces really sucks...I just don't know which way to turn to try and get things unstuck...Marie and I were going to get married this year but now that's out (been living together for nine years)...and now I hafta worry what's gonna happen twelve months from now if there's not been a major recovery...how the hell do you start over again at age 63? __________________ "...pipe smoking is properly an intellectual exercise." ~ Christopher Morley, 1916

01-06-2010, 01:06 AM	#2
Savor the Stick ~Loves the Lord~ Join Date: Oct 2008 First Name: Kevin, or just K Location: Wichita Falls, Texas Posts: 1,945 Trading: (67)	Re: Just got screwed again... I'll be praying for you Marc that you will get guidance from the Lord. __________________ Pastor K Please Support the Troops