I have a very difficult time repeating myself....

Andrew, you know we're here for you when you need us. There are others who have been through what you're going through and can help lift you through the sad times. The main thing I can say is to remember the good times and the happy memories you've shared with him over your lifetime. Also remember that he was proud of the man you are (I'm sure he was). Lean on us all when you need to, my friend. We love you, brother.