An appointment with hell

[Blueface]

Thanks guys.
I appreciate all the kind words.
You have no idea how much they help and that is the reason for my post. To share with friends who can comfort me where very little comfort lies right now.

I wish I could say I have had a moment of dry eyes today.
I can't work.
I have been hugging him as much as possible.
There are very many signs now today more so than in the last few days that he is hanging on to very little now.
He is hurting.
It is no longer a thing of "am I doing the right thing" so much as it is a thing of 6 o'clock hurrying up to put him out of this misery.