Sanity

[bruceolee]

I know i post a lot about being grateful to be alive and the joy it brings but don't let that fool you into thinking i don't struggle. I get wearied down but just the sheer drudgery of every day living. Just the amount of things i have to do before i take a shower is staggering sometimes plus you add the amount of injections and pills and it all adds up. Without my Faith i'd be lost sometimes. Cigars is an enjoyment i have and can enjoy and it certainly makes like easier to handle but it's not what sustains me. I was sick this past sunday so i missed church and being without my church family also holds me down. So, don't get fooled into thinking it's all joyful rainbows and unicorns for me. I get tired of it all too. I just have a comfort in my Faith in Jesus Christ and without it i'd be lost. I don't really have a point to this post other than to make you feel like you're not alone if you get tired of it all sometimes. Better days will come though so hang in these! God bless you all!