Hard one.

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Here I go. I have been here since the beginning. I haven't been as active as I used to be. I have been throught what some would call some tough times in the last few years. I am a musician (not professional) so I see a lot of things through music. My only sibling (younger brother) died on 12-28-2011 and not long after I heard this song and it somehow hit me like a ton of bricks. Don't know why but it did.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMK-POcvIog

then sometime later i heard this song and it was something that's hard to explain, but here it is:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4WSgzN8LjA

that was something that hit me hard. I don't know quite how to explain it to anyone who doesn't play music so i wont try cause sometimes I cant' hardly understand it myself.

My Mama died on November 2nd 2012. I was there that day, and at the moment of her death, I and my dad had stepped away for a moment to call for the hospice nurse to come, and my wife held her hand as Jesus ushered her into Glory. This song was something that i stumbled upon a week or two later.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=etcT7VRIAWA

It's been a long road, but I aint complainin, God knows what he's doing and I am okay with that.