Day 5 of quitting cigarettes

[688sonarmen]

And its not getting any easier like all the crap says. My little one spent a few days in the hospital for lung complications so I quit. Pipes and cigars are up in the air and I may or may not decide to enjoy them again, who knows. But all the crap I read about quitting is full of sh&t, not getting easier and really seems to be getting worse as time goes on. I have the gum and that helps but I mainly feel like a damn woman with the ups and downs, really really wish I never picked them up after I completed boot camp 12 years ago. I actually had to try hard to smoke them again just like I did when I first started.