Hydrocodone used to make me moody as hell. It's long since passed.
All meds have side effects. Add to that, you're a drama queen, and this will happen.
Good thing is that you're talking about it. Keep talking, but get some loved ones close to you and get some resolution to the things that are stuffed.
Redemption has a way of calming the spirit and easing the mind. You might have some stuff you have to get rid of, and psychological counseling is a good place to start. They'll at least teach you how to get stuff off your chest and learn how to keep it off.
I use Christ all day, every day. My Bible is a lot cheaper than an $80.00 visit.
Besides that, I have an incredible network of very close friends that listen to me b!tch and give me good suggestions that I actually follow.
As a result, I'm the happiest a$$hole in the world.
I should mention that my best friend in the world is a preacher, and I have two other precher buddies that are more than happy to help.
I just really don't have anything to need help about because I make sure I take care of things as they go.
To qualify my statements, I once smashed the whole kitchen and threw the computer and it's desk in the back yard because the dish towel wasn't hung in the right place.
That was a lot of years ago.
It took a lot of work and a lot of new habits to get better, and I still suck at life.
It's a whole lot easier now, though.