Sucks you've had all those setbacks, Michael.
If you want to take away a positive though, you've been given a chance to fall in love with the grind all over again.
Some folks just wanna look pretty but nobody gets to a 470 bench without loving to grind.
I'm looking fwd to seeing your updates and watching that weight go up and up and up!
Anyone can get discouraged, not everyone can grind.