We all justify our own actions. There is no need to justify yours to us or for us to justify ours to you, however please don't use bad math if you must try to justify something.
59 x 12 = 708
5 x 52 = 260
Apparently after 12 years as a cigar lover, I have experienced 4.406 times the lifetimes you will in cigars.
Relax and enjoy it for what it is. We are all headed to the same place. Some will arrive good looking, others will skid in sideways looking bad enough to gag the roto rooter man.