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Originally Posted by ninjavanish
I have no doubt that I will be fine. It doesn't really ease my mind at all though. Which is what makes the whole thing stupid to me.
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It is not stupid and is a real fear I have the same one my last operation I had to have a spinal, That and my lungs made it not safe to go under!
I also have to take Valium to enter a hospital and to my monthly doctors appointment, I also have panic attack try feeling like your having a heart attact but knowing it is in your mind, it still feels like it. the mind is funny.
I am now having chronic back, neck and hip pain an go thru 180 10mg hydrophones a month.
I understand and relate brother you are not alone!!! You ever want to chat just pm for my phone number, I also fear not being able to work which is very close to becoming real.
Good Luck!!